Monday, May 26, 2008

Heavy Heart + Holiday Weekend

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We have had just a wonderful holiday weekend. David and I have spent time doing things with the kids, getting things planted, yard maintenance, MD Parade and discussing the tragedy of the SCC family. It has been very heavy on my heart as well as his. I thought of them during the visitation hours along with the time the funeral was being held. I lifted them up in prayer...asking the Lord to have His hand upon them......I know He will. When we were leaving Saturday night to go out for dinner, I had to stand by Daniel in the driveway because he was a little upset that we were leaving. David was backing up the car. After I gave my hugs and kisses to the kids, when I got into the car David told me that he nearly broke out into a cold sweat as he backed out the car. ~ sigh ~ I just can't even imagine. After some discussion on what we should do, we have decided to give to Maria's Miracle Fund. Our cards and check will go out Tuesday. We just feel it is the right thing to do. I often wonderful why these things happen....especially to a family that honors and glorifies the Lord in such a way as the Chapman's. While I would not wish this upon ANY family.....perhaps it is also the China connection that makes it hurt all the more for me. This morning while I did my walk and run, I even allowed myself to cry a little......for the loss and grief this family must go through and for all those precious children waiting in China....for us to bring them home to their Forever Families. So...... this weekend, I have taken many pictures of my children, savoring each moment...... on the slide, the boat, swinging, playing in the sand box, eating ice cream, running around on the tennis court or even just snuggling on the couch. I pray that I never have to endure this kind of grief.
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Oma and Opa came for a visit on MD, and the kids just love showing off for them. We had a light lunch, took a boat ride and enjoyed being outdoors...............And of course our holiday weekend would not be complete without the loss of power for 12 hours. Sure enough, at 2:30 AM Monday morning, the power goes out. (we had a brief storm with a lot of lightening) Sophia starts screaming as soon as her noise maker and night light goes out. She is such a light sleeper. So she came into bed with us which NEVER happens. I was crossing my fingers that The Boy would remain sleeping. Especially since I have noise makers in all of our rooms and the house was totally silent. Now that creeps me right out!!!!! But by golly, he slept through the night. At 6:30 AM David got up and started our new generator that we purchased this past Spring. This was the big first attempt to see if it had been wired correctly and if it would work. By 7:00 AM I had my coffee going, a fully running kitchen, running water, air, and power throughout the house! Thank goodness for that great big box that you see below!!! P5262476

20 comments:

Tiffany said...

I have thought about and prayed for the Chapman family SOOO many times in the last days. I wondered if it was affecting me a little more because of the China connection... I just can't even begin to imagine.

ON a happier note.... it sounds like you had a nice weekend!!!!!

mommy24treasures said...

Our hearts are feeling so similar... We too decided to give to the Maria fund. We also have felt the loss so closely because of the Red Thread connection... ITs just been on our minds constantly.

I am so glad you had a good weekend... Love the blog look...I have been thinking about doing one with little squirly thingies havging off too;) Saw a couple somewhere and have just been getting my thoughts together.
Have a good Tuesday.
Love
Connie

Musings from Kim K. said...

I just love how often you change your blog design. You've gotten very good at it. My husband and I have talked and hugged over the Chapman family many times these last few days. It's incomprehensible...big sigh.

On a happier note, it's only a few weeks until school is out! Have a wonderful week and let's hope you don't have to use that great big box anytime soon.

Hugs,
Kim K.

Kim said...

The Chapman family has been on our entire familis mind the entire weekend...
My heart aches for them...
LOVE your new look.. and the pictures of the kids are amazing..
LOVE them..
Hugs to you my friend..
Have a Great Week..

Chasing Dreams Photography said...

I love your new blog look : ) you are so creative. Ken and have had a heavy heart all weekend long. I took a ton of pictures of my kids this weekend. I don't want to miss a thing. Having teenagers and little ones the Chapman tragedy hit me hard. My boys are careful when driving but what if.....We plan on giving to Maria's fund.
I'm happy you had a good weekend. We did too! We enjoyed the warm weather (finally). It's going to turn chilly tomorrow but then warm up again on Thursday. I just want summer to come and stay!

Dannye said...

i am a little confused, why did the power go out???? anyway, glad you had a great time with the family, and that the big ole generator worked (oh btw, if we have the hurricane season the weatherpeople are predicting, can you just ship that big ole lifesaver to Fla. for just a bit??? hehe)...

3 Peanuts said...

My heart is still SO heavy too. It remids us all how fragile life is.

Kim

Gail said...

A heartfelt post, my thoughts and prayers have been with the Chapman family all weekend. Dan and I are donating to Maria's fund also. I have hugged Grace a little tighter tonight.

Love your new blog look Steffie, you are so creative. :)

Have a great week friend!

redmaryjanes said...

I am sorry to hear that you lost power..that's not good.
Lovely photos though. I'm glad that you guys had a great weekend.

Unknown said...

I think the entire China adoption community has had a collective heavy heart. I have been in a funk since I heard about the tragedy. The authors of most of the blogs I've seen have felt exactly the same way. We weep with those who weep and mourn with those who mourn. My heart goes out to the son as well. His heart has been shattered, but as his brother said, "God did not heal Maria in the way we liked, but he will heal his brother in a way that we will like."

Amen and amen...

OH MY #6 said...

I love this post. I think I have told you how much I like your writing style.

The new look is awesome. How do you do this? Do you have a program of some kind?

Lea

Kristi said...

We share in the grief of this terrible tragedy....our hearts so heavy for this amazing family. I have prayed for each family member off and and on throughout my days and even some at night as I am not sleeping so well. Glad you guys had some good family time, we did too, and oh how we appreciate it!

Debbie said...

I think everyone I know is in prayer for this family!! Such a tragedy! I think it made us hug our kiddos all a little tighter!

Debbie

Linette said...

I know exactly what you mean Steffie! I've prayed constantly for the Chapman's and broke down in Sunday school asking for prayer for them. I cherished EVERY moment with my family this weekend. Life is so very precious.

Great pictures of the kiddos. They just get cuter every day. :)

Lisa said...

My heart is heavy at this time too. Such a tragedy!

I'm glad you had a great weekend. By the way, THANK YOU so much for the CD!! I just got it and cannot wait to listen to it. You are such a sweetheart to send me this. I will be thinking of you while I listen to it.

LOVE your new blog look! You are so creative.

Mr.Brian said...

Love the new header look,it is great!!!!!
As far as being without power, I am always amazed how dependent we are on it.Glad the David man had gotten a generator for the fam.
I would hate to think of you without your morning coffee.:).
Hugs!!!!
Brian

Anonymous said...

My heart is right there with you. Heavy and morning.

Krista

Karen said...

Well said...very touching. Makes me appreciate each moment with my children even more.... I can't imagine the grief they must be going through.

by the way, I love your header! Your blog is always so beautiful!

Young Creations said...

I am so glad you have that generator. In your area, do a lot of people have them? Why do you need it? We live in Southern California, not much weather here. Although we do live in fear of "the earthquack".

I am glad you all had a good Memorial Day. I too am so sad for the loss of Maria. I have always been so paranoid of backing up as well. And I have a teenage daughter....
I hope the rest of the week is peaceful for you and your family.
Lauren

Jewels of My Heart said...

I always love the pic of your sweetings....
My heart too has been so heavy for this family.... I have been praying for them, beseaching the Lord to comfort them and help them through this...
I realize that horrible accidents happen every day.... Little Maria has hurt me so deeply.... one reason is I think of my Hannah... I think of how the Lord blessed them with their little miracle... how He brought them together from all the way across the world... and now she is gone... this breaks my heart. I think of how this could happen to anyone and it puts me even more on guard...
May God bless you and keep you from harm's way...