Just blurbing.......

My baby girl is growing up so fast. She is currently in the midst of volleyball tryouts and playing soccer. Her knee is still giving her trouble and I am afraid I may have to step in and just put my foot down and make the decision that she needs to take the fall off in regards to soccer. ~ Sigh ~ She is in her element again......back in school. The boys are chasing her........and we just crack up over it. The daily stories I get are just hilarious. She is my reflection......I can see so much of myself in her and yet she is much stronger than I was emotionally at her age. She is very strong minded and I hope that will carry her through. I worry about her.........although I need to let her spread her wings..........I worry. She is everything to me.

My sweet Sophia..........my gift from a far...........she had her preschool open house last night and she just LOVED it! This is going to be such a growing year for her. I can tell. She is a little under the weather right now...........a cold I think so we are trying to get her well by next Tuesday. She will be also going into her first Sunday school class this week as well. She is so excited. I love just watching her blossom.......and that is what she is doing right now. She is in a transition stage............I can tell. And I couldn't be more happier for her. She also wants to do everything sissy does. It is priceless what is going on in our home right now!

My compassionate, temper tantrum throwing little guy. What a remarkable boy. He is teaching me patience. Like I have never been tested before! He is all boy and so full of energy. I am looking forward to going places with him while Sophia is in preschool. Daniel needs to run and climb. I swear I will be lucky if I make it with him. He gives the sweetest hugs when happy and the strongest head butts when angry. I have never experienced anything like him before. I love him so much..........

And I have gone back to totally dating myself with the 80's look. I am a big hair monster once again. I just can't help myself! lol Today I am going to join a health club..........the scale had me flipping out last night. I knew it would................ ~sigh~............however, I want to be a good role model for the kids. So off to the gym I go to try and get myself in better shape. My shoulders and neck have been hurting me again lately. It is so hard to stay up beat and positive when your body feels like dookie! Also, the COP list is due to come out any time. I think that is harder than the wait itself. I am fully prepared to be denied again. And while I would like to say that it's ok.......it still is a very deep pain for me. Perhaps I am suppose to learn something from that as well. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.................... S*