Well, I always said my blog would be an uplifting one. I wouldn't post about troubles or things that I was down about. However, I do believe in the power of prayer, so that is what I am requesting from everyone that reads my blog. We have had delays from USCIS regarding our second adoption since Jan. 15th. They have asked for two different forms, at two different times, which we have in return mailed back to them next day air. It has been 21 days since I have heard from them. Our SW emailed them asking if they were happy with everything, did they need anything else, to which she has heard nothing. I have everything ready to be sent out to our home office once this last form arrives. We had no problems with Sophia's adoption, so this is very difficult. I think because I also know that there is this "May 1st" deadline regarding the new rules in China hanging over my shoulders, that it is making everything worse. Everyday I am running to the mail box and in tears by the time I get back up to the door. I'm feeling depressed, I'm having a hard time sleeping, it seems like I cry every time I get into the car and I am sick to my stomach waiting for this form to come. Unless you have adopted or in the process of doing so, I know that it is probably hard to understand why all the emotions. Friends, I realize that I have much to be thankful for. But in the pit of my stomach, I feel that we are meant to go back to China one more time. So I am asking for prayers. Prayers for strength and for our form to come in time so we can proceed with our dream.......please Lord.........just one more.....one more for the Beckering Tribe......because in my heart there can "Never be Too Many."
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My heart goes out to you. Somethings are just so hard to handle in this process and one of the things that always puts me over the edge is UCIS.
Sending a huge (((hug))).
Stefanie, I understand your emotions and your frustrations with the UCIS. I will be sending some good vibes your way. Hang in there.
Steffie: As you stated someone who has not adopted does not understand all the legal work and paper work you have to go through.
And even tho we have never met I feel I have gotten to know you some with this blog thing we have going.
I cannot say I know how you feel or I know what you are going through because I do not, but yet I can understand the emotions of dealing with frustrations.
As I wrote in my blog ove the weekend for everything there is a reason and God will take care of this as well. At the time you may not understand why, but there is a reason and soon you will know why. (I know how I hated to always hear that, and hang in there. What if I do not want to I want answers NOW!!!) God does have that special little girl picked out for you but he is not ready to let you know quite yet. But he will soon!!!
Be strong, and be compforted knowing others will be lifting you and your family in prayer.
GOD BLESS !!!
Mr. Brian.
Sure! You have our prayers. I totally understand the agony you are going through. When we got PandaGirl it was one awful delay after another, including almost not getting her at all right down to the wire. Prayer is THE ONLY thing that kept me going. I can't remember how far back you started reading my blog, but the week before Christmas was when we got news of the new China rules and how we didn't meet the criteria. We have been praying for our #2 daughter from China for over two years, had her named and everything. When we found out we couldn't go back (and all our playgroup friends still get to) we were devastated. I can really feel your sickness. I know it personally. I will pray that God's peace is in your heart...and your stomach...smile and (((hug))). BTW: you don't always have to post happy-go-lucky things....we need to see this side too so we don't think you have a perfect life, but are here in the trenches, too. As a sister in Christ, I can say Love you! ; )
My sweet friend, I was just praying for your family on my way to work this morning. We are always here if you need anything at all -- even if it is just to vent.
Love you!
All of these comments have been so uplifting - know you are in our prayers as well (even though I've told you that already). We have a very big God and I truly believe He wants the best for his little ones - I am praying for His will and for His Hands to move like only He can move them!! Then we will say, "Yup, that could have only been God."
Steffie, you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. I just know in my heart of hearts that this form will come, and soon, so keep that head held up high, and just keep the faith, it will happen, it will happen, it will happen (remember to say these last 3 phrases while wearing your red ruby slippers and clicking them together, hey it couldn't hurt).
Trust me Panda Mom....my life is far from perfect! I have a lot to be thankful for, but I have gone through many trials!
We are sending up prayers daily. Consider all our words as hugs and know that today as you stand at your mailbox you are not alone your Pingjiang Family is with you. We all seem to go through something during the adoption process and that is why many people don't adopt. I can't ever imagine missing the blessing of our daughters. We will walk through this fire all together just like the three did in the book of Daniel. Always remember that King Neb. saw a 4th in fire and that was Christ. He will carry you through. Love Ya Like A Sister !!!!
I will be praying for that form...it really is so frustrating. I remember waiting on our 171 for Annslee...we had several delays, requests for intro and then just a foul up on their part. In the end it took two months longer than it should have. I was so upset. Of course looking back I realized Annslee wouldn't have been in the matching room two months earlier and I cannot even imagine not being in there the same time as she was. We no longer qualify for China either..I was afraid we wouldn't so that is why we started our process to Vietnam for daughter #2. We are still a little sad about not going to China but God knows where our daughter is.
The form WILL come in time...you WILL get logged in in time...and you WILL go to China for your sweet baby. It is all in God's timing and His timing is always perfect.
I am so sorry to hear that there is a delay and a lot of stress & tears for you. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Keep smilin!
I love coming to your blog to see what's going on with you and your family. I can see how much you all love each other and know that another child would be truly blessed to be a part of your family. I do understand, as we are trying to get logged in before the May 1 deadline as well. We will be praying for you, as Panda-Mom said, that's all you can do. Keep us all posted.
My dear friend,
Tim and I were just talking about your situation.
I will say many prayers for you and if there is anything that I can do, just let me know. We will be home by the end of the week. I definitely understand the tears. I truly believe that this will all work out though. You and I will sit in a park together laughing while our daughters play together.
You will remain in my thoughts. I can't stand to know that this is making you sick. I know this will happen soon.
Shelley
We will keep you in our prayers here. We will be believing with you that your daughter is in China. I am in agreement with Becky, God is BIG and His hands will move like only His can move.
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